Only tears,heaven and grandma ♥

It's been 1months since grandma passed away , no one can forget her . 
I'm the one of that . I can't forget you grandma
you're like my second mother
I still remember when you gave me some money and chocolate
I still remember when you sing a happy song for me
I know that you love me so much , same as the way I loved you so much


I still have a lot of questions to god
why god take her as soon as this
this isn't a good time
not by this way
not by cancer
not by the way that disease killing my grandma slowly


Everytimes I remember about grandma
my tears drop
how much I love you grandma
sometimes I wish you could saw me married
but god has another plan
you should gone
I'm happy , cause cancer won't hurt you anymore
But I'm mad , why I have to lost you by this way ?


I still remember when I got a called
And the informed me that you're just gone
that's like hit my heart 
tears suddenly drops from my eyes


sometimes I want to flashback to my childhood
to the moment when you play with me
to the moment when you make me calm when I lost my doll
to the moment when you touch my hair softly
I love your smell grandma


I hope you happy in heaven now
get a peace
get a happiness


in the world without you
I'm just counting .. how much my tears drop when I miss you grandma
sometimes I worried
would you know my name if I saw you in heaven ?
would you remember me ? your grandchild
would you remember our memory ?


grandma
sometimes I wish I could save you from the cancer
sometimes I wish I could be a best doctor in the world , so I could help you , save you , loivng you for a long time
now I'm just regret ...
why I'm not beside you when you need someone to accompany you


.....


I can't turn back the times
I can't ignore god's plan
now it's only tears , heaven , and grandma
but no matter what happend 
you're still in my heart and my mind
I know you still watching me from heaven


I love you grandma , I love you like the way you love me

30 HAPPY THINGS♡

Happy things in my life♡

1. when I feel a part of my love life looks like a romantic scene in movie
2. good movie with a good snack
3. buy A LOT OF dvd
4. crying when watching sad movie
5. laughing when watching funny movie
6. screaming when watching creepy movie
7. free day
8. get money after work
9. get text "good morning" from secret admirer
10. listen to a song which same with my experience life
11. someone says "you're beautiful" ... aw
12. laughing as loud as I can with friends
13. gossiping someone I hate .... ups I'm your haters b*tch
14. no alarm for waking me up
15. watch funny video on youtube
16. SPEEDY WITH A PERFECTOOO CONNECTION
17. having a day off from everything
18. makes my little sister cry , yay that's funny !
19. get a job in weekend
20. stand in chicken cordon bleu food stall
21. my dad back to home
22. weekend with complete family (mom,dad,sister)
23. lazy sunday
24. hair treatment at salon
25. old comic books
26. baby's smile
27. sleeping all the day
28. free eat ... in the wedding party
29. love at first sigh
30. get a text "i love your blog"

"Awas lagi galak"

kalau lagi badmood itu ... 
bikin nafsu makan berkurang
bikin apa pun yang lucu jadi menjengkelkan
bikin siapapun yang ngomong rasanya ngeganggu banget
bikin orang yang ribet pengen di marah-marahin

kalau gini terus bisa-bisa orang masang papan bertuliskan "awas lagi galak" . hari ini kesehatan tubuh sama sekali ngga banget , ngga banget nya tuh bener-bener gak banget . mulai dari sakit perut , sakit kepala , dan sakit hati #eh . hal yang kaya gini yang bikin badmood banget . berhubung di rumah ga ada siapa-siapa lagi selain si ade , dia lah yang jadi korban bulan-bulanan pelampiasan badmood malam ini , he-he-he . si ade lagi minum gatau kenapa aku marahin "minum terus!" ... duh udah kaya orang sinting malem ini tuh . belum lagi tetangga sebelah karoke lagu mandari , dengan volume kayaknya maximal dari tuh stereo , gatau kenapa , aku langsung buka jendela kamar , dan teriak dari balkon kamar "berisik woy!" .... aku sendiri juga kaget kenapa tiba-tiba jadi gila kaya gitu -_- , dan beberapa menit kemudian... karoke pun berhenti . HAHAHA .

SELAMAT HARI IBU

SELAMAT HARI IBU <3 , AKU SAYANG IBU

Cintaku untuk mama

Angel - Lagu cinta untuk mama

Apa yang ku berikan untuk mama
untuk mama
tersayang

Tak ku miliki sesuatu berharga
untuk mama
tercinta

Hanya ini ku nyanyikan
senandung dari hatiku untuk mama
hanya sebuah lagu sederhana
lagu cintaku untuk mama

Walau tak dapat s’lalu ku ungkapkan
kata cintaku
‘tuk mama

Namun dengarlah hatiku berkata
sungguh ku sayang
padamu mama

Oh, hanya ini ku nyanyikan
senandung dari hatiku untuk mama
hanya sebuah lagu sederhana
lagu cintaku untuk mama

Percayalah hanya diriku paling mengerti
kegelisahan jiwamu mama
dan arti kata kecewamu

Mama yakinlah hanya aku yang paling memahami
besar arti kejujuran diri
indah sanubarimu mama
percayalah…
lagu cintaku untuk mama…

No more you , I miss you

by : Endah Wahyunni

"missing you"

long time no see

long time no communication

long time no contact

how are you now ?

have you eat ?

have you sleep ?

have you move on ?

I don't know where you are

where are you now ?

I miss you

I wanna hold you tight

I wanna hug you

I'm missing you

thought I haven't slept in two days

I think of you tonight

I miss the way you hold my hand

I miss the way you me me calm

I miss the way you make me laugh

I miss you so bad

these hands miss yours

cause the spaces between my fingers

are right where yours fit perectly

these eye miss yours

I miss the way we look each other

I miss the way you wipe my tears

now no more and no one wipe my tears

I'm just let my tears fall

I miss the moment when we sing a song together

I miss the moment when you sing a song for me

and I sing a song for you

but there is no more like that

you're the reason for the tearsdrop on my guitar

this city

give me a lot of memories with you

every moment with you is the sweetest one

someday I will leave this town

and forget you

no ..... I mean

I'll keep you in my mind and in my heart

because I realized , you're the best one that I ever loved

BY : ENDAH WAHYUNNI @ENDAHWAH

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