berusaha untuk ngelupain .... tapi kalau tiap hari masih suka ngepo twitter,facebook dan segala sesuatu yang berhubungan dengan dia , percuma (⌣́_⌣̀) . rasanya munafik banget kalau bilang ke semua orang "aku udah lupain dia" padahal itu gak dari hati yang paling dalam ... fufufu .
mungkin ini yang namanya belum bisa move on , atau .... terlanjur sayang ? duh gak gak gak .buka twitter dia di pagi hari , dan liat betapa banyak mention-mention bersama cewe cewe yang really really needs attention from boys , iwhhh .belum lagi dalam satu hari , dia bisa mention-an sama 6 orang cewe yang berbeda . sedangkan kita masih diem,sendiri, gak mau berusaha untuk move on . cuman bisa liatin dia yang move on (⌣̩_⌣) . Oh god , I have to move on , but I don't know how to do it .
rasanya mau sampai kapan sih ngepo in dia terus , kaya orang bego . kalau liat di timeline nya dia galau ... kita yang seneng , kalau liat di timeline dia yang seneng , duh kita yang stress . My friends said I can't be a bad girl , who doesnt like people happy while I'm not happy .
tapi sampai kapan ! move on not as easy as people said . tapi sampai kapan juga sih mau ngepoin dia . yang ada tiap hari bakalan merod dan merod . yap this morning I just type and search his name ... and yay I got a lot of tweet which can make me feel blue for a year . shit shit shit . I always asking to my self and myfriends , "why I can't move on easily?" , they said that I can , but I'm not try . yap thats the reason , I don't want to try , trying to get a new one ? means trying to being brokenhearted more and more.relationship just ruin your life , fight , cheat , brokenheart , cry , lie and the end . I don't want to try it anymore no more. its been 3 months since I done with him , that a long time .... maybe I should to stop stalking him . thats will be good for me .
" Let it be , just smiling ˆ⌣ˆ and praying all the best for you "
I'm waiting for god's best plan , to sent me god's best creature :')
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